this edit was originally meant for your birthday but my ass got too excited, because i rarely post about you, and i rarely make edits for you WHILE YOU DESERVE GODDAMN TONS OF ‘EM. words can’t describe how much you mean to me. we had a shit ton of struggles thrown our way, and we managed to get through them all. not always unharmed, but we still did it. and i couldn’t be happier to where we’re standing right now in our lives. you are literally my platonic soulmate. we think the same, hell we even say the exact same shit at the exact same moment sometimes, and that’s FUCKING SCARY SOMETIMES. we’ve seen each other in our highest and lowest points. we supported each other through bad breakups, family issues, and of course the good moments. like our birthdays, or the little trips we made to each others home. things are never boring when we’re with each other and that’s something i enjoy a lot. i love you so incredibly much and i’m so proud of how strong you are. your strength is something i truly admire and i have such insane amounts of respect for you. although we sometimes can strangle each other, we always manage to get stronger and more closer. i can’t wait for the many, many more memories we will make together. your upcoming birthday, the halsey concert, and many many more events in the future. i love you so so much my hyung. my parabatai. my family. thank you for everything you’ve done for me and i appreciate you so, so much. thank you for enduring me through my shit moods, my mental breakdowns and my relapses. you truly are one of a kind and i’m so proud to call you my best friend for 6,5 years already. i love you des. forever and always.